Such an old song, but with so much emotion. The sentiments expressed in the lyrics isn't what I am feeling now just that I love how it is sang. If you have watched April's Bride (余命1ヶ月の花嫁), I guess you known what I have meant. Enjoy~

Fruit Tarts from Fruit Paradise. I love the creamy texture and crunchy pie.

Evening sunset from my house

Sky scrappers from the windows of Dallas Cafe

Hoho, it's the the festive season again! I love Christmas. Anyway, after a long hiatus from blogging, does anybody miss me? Seriously, I do think of closing this blog anyway.

Recently, I have experienced so much ups and downs in life. In the surface, I may look gullible and innocent (which I hate it) or maybe I am a good actress. Like E. Goffman had mentioned as an analogy of our everyday life to the theatrical, we manage our social performance to provide others with certain desired and perceived impression of ourselves. So if you really understand who I am, you could have peeled the mask from my face.

I think the only thing that can calm my nerves is the effect of wine. Hopefully, I can master the techniques of wine tasting when I am older and RICHER!

Since the middle of this week, I have been meeting up with friends, chilled near the pier while enjoying a glass of champagn (so shiok) and visited my godsis's baby daughter. She's so cute..alright, I confess that I am not a baby lover. But my impression totally change when I touch her baby. So fragile and delicate. Just like an angel from heaven. When I touched her tiny hands, my heart just melted and I just wanted to shower her with all the love and care I could ever provide.

I watched the New Moon saga. Oh gosh, I am like an immature teenage girl who goes gaga over cute hunky guys. The movie plot wasn't one of the best, in fact the book is better. And I still have not read it yet. I heart Edward and Jacob. It does not make any sense to fancy a vampire and werewolf, but fantasy does bring you to another stress-free gateway.

Also, I am so falling in love with Sarah Brightman's latest album - Amalfi. A fusion of genre including classic, new pop and soprano.

Finally, I just want to share with you this wonderful video. Together does make a difference.

It is time to start the engine and groove to the pace in school. Sometimes I doubt my competency level and get really tired and sick of everything. I wonder why I can't live my life happily or is it because my lacklustre life is missing that something exciting? Haha but in anyway, these are just some random thoughts. With more friends by my side, I think I would still be all warm and comfortable.

I was comforted when I received your call. Such exhilaration that could not be explained simply in words. Perhaps I really need an ego booster now at my deflated moment. LOL!!

And..oh no, at this state I think I am going to be a himono onna aka dried fish woman like Amemiya in Hotaru no Hikari. Will not be updating much until the inner storm has abated.

Well, in the blink of an eye and school has started. I did enjoy my summer holiday and those fun things I did. The times I spent with my friends and loved ones. Being more observant of my surrounding which I was oblivious previously. Seeking inner answers of myself and the life that I want to construct. Learned new skills, did my CSP, read up books, watch movies and drama and spend time soaking/basking in the beauty of nature.

I love abstract art, films and objects because each time when you view them there seems to be a different answer. Especially when contemporary materials is infused with vintage works. Black has always been one of my favourite colours. However, things happened recently and black is portrayed in another perspective and shade of light.

Things happened for a reason and consequences follow causes. Happiness can be achieved if I strive hard for it without losing my bearings on the way..no conclusion or answer. The post shall end here.

Was clearing my inbox when I came across this email from one of my prof during last semester. It was a long email message but of great words of wisdom to ponder on continuously in my life to come.