I am so **^%ing pissed can!! Only managed to catch 3 hours of sleep and have to contain my irritation and anger. Just because of what..that they are big organizations and I have to deal with them professionally. Is not good been a liaison and communication officer at this stage but I think I am handling my emotions and feeling well enough. Something that I see as a positive challenge.

Don't bloody provoke a woman when she's having pms. haha..chill~

Something is wrong with my blogger account. The time and date are kind of wrong, but hopefully this post comes out in ONE piece.

Anyway, it has been quite a hectic and enjoyable weekend. Despite the fact that I was practically emotionally and mentally tortured during the end of this week, I still think it is a good learning experience. The negative feedback during our class places everyone almost in tears. While I tried to deny the truth within my character, I was forced to admit it. I was so disturbed by it..can you imagine it that nobody dare bring it up to me for 20 years or at least dare. However, now I am thrashed with it. Yes, I do admit it but definitely I choose to bury it subconsciously. Indeed, it makes me reflect on my childhood and growing up years better..how I was influenced into this state. Senior TA left me a message..I was touched. I didn't know I was great but she comforted me with her words and soon..I realized myself through Myers-Briggs.

Met up with dear friends for KL, Shin and SQ birthday dinner. Thanks for the treat. It has been a very long time since I laughed so heartily and enjoyed all your company.

The very next day had to execute my group's gardening project. If you can ever imagined how unglamorous I can be..haha it gotta be today man. Such a nice rainy and stormy weather to do gardening and uprooting weeds. Gals if you know which part of the month you better not be soaked in rainwater..yeah it gotta me. 4 gorgeous babes been soaked from head to toe and 2 hunks digging the soil. When you are soaked in the rain, you tend to do the silliest things and gorge out the most disgusting things (ants' nest, worms, snails etc).

Nvm about the hard toiling part, we gotta visit the plant nurseries and eat one of the best bak ku teh.

Went window shopping..agnes b and kate spade products are so expensive can. I love their brand and designs..simple yet sophisticated. While I can contemplate or hint any friend to buy me their bag or shirt during my birthday, I guess it is of better thrill to buy it yourself. It is a great sense of satisfaction to pamper yourself with luxuries items as you have the tendency to take good care of them. Anyway who would not reckon that branded stuffs are expensive? It is just a matter of time to move your lazy butt, work hard and earn more money or find a great job in order to enjoy such high living. But till then, times are bad so is better to save money for the rainy days.

Sat the Singapore flyers with yx on friday.Enjoyable trip which I appreciated lots but I feel guilty that I didn't buy a nice gift. I dunno what excuse I can give to justify myself except I am busy and poor..which is so lame lol. Anyway, enjoy the pics.

Flyers from afar

Golf Course

Changing lights of the flyer

Suntec City

Blurry view with Esplanade at the left

Someone complains that the posts in my blog are too pessimistic and that my blog could do better as my life is not that uninteresting. Is it that gloomy? Being anti-camwhore, I don't like taking photos as my face either turn out too fat or my eyes are too small. I don't have the random habit of taking photos while on the move and having meals at interesting places. But perhaps my blog could do better with more photos and illustrations rather than juz words and...words.

I have so many essays and reports to do..so rather than mugging I have nothing else to update on. Is tiring and my English isn't that do so I do not how to craft my essays in a more convincing tone. I am buzzing to meet deadlines...buzzing to a well good end of April.

Again another someone says I am un-feminist. She claims that I do not support the rights of female and let those bunch of MCPs dictate our roles. Truth is I do support female rights but there are some insensitive stereotypes that are so common. It is better that you just ignore them rather than acknowledge them and risk flaring up. Such stuffs can no longer irritate me or at the least bother me much.

There are so many things on my mind these days and I seem to be multi-tasking all the time. I dunno how some brilliant people from my school can juggle both CCA, friends and school committments so efficiently and effortlessly. To them, they would have less time and being more tired than many of their peers. But I still wanna know how they manage to do it and yes I am dying to know..it all still boils down to time management, effective studying and speed reading. But tell me..HOW to DO THEM?? It is seriously easier to say than be done.

I couldn't imagine myself falling sick this week. My whole body was painful and my head was throbbing. But yet I managed to drag my body to school and tolerate that bloody air-con. I was so in a 'give-up' mode that I just skipped lesson on the friday. Please if there's anything I wish..is just good health to tolerate all the schedules I have.

Planning and re-planning..exams, quizzes, essays deadlines, project meetings, CCAs and workshops. Oooooohhhh, just freaking leave me alone can? In addition, I am so worry for her, I am so into the pessimistic of life. I am fearing the worse as it seems I am somehow cut of all connection or contacts means from her. Please pray for her safety and may she survive all adversities. PEACE~