How nice it would be if there's at least one public holiday each month. For the month of May, I had 2 PH, tat's super nice cuz I can make use of these PH to catch up with frens and colleague's mood always seem to be better during the eve of such occassion. But sadly, after May there's no PH until my IA finishes. GSS juz started but I feel so "mentally poor". Hmm..besides spending quite alot on frens' presents, I had ultimately no wadeva mood to go for any shopping spree. And shopping being my favourite pastime, I seriously dun feel like buying wat-so-eva now even when designer or branded labels are offering like 70-80% off.

Sometimes at the end of the day, I will be on the bus thinking what I'm lacking now. I don't feel happy and I'm juz unable to solve this happiness puzzle. I mean I'm a complete person with a great family (although parents had those arguments sometimes), nice frens, nice home and I dun have to worry about a lot of financial woes (like water and electricity bills, income taxes, house loans, credit card bills etc) for the time being. Of cuz, after I enter working life I have the responsiblity to support my parents and myself. To climb up the social ladder is a crazy rat race and to juggle both work and family is another physical and mental challenge. Perhaps is due to the fact that I'm turning 20 real soon in like a couples of years or that my parents' white hair are multiplying oOps exponentially I gueSs..which puts me in a position to think real hard of my future plans and what career path I should lead.

Mayb like wad a buddy told me...my unhappiness of my experience in IA and me seeing other workers working 14 hrs each day as unbelievable..are cuz that I'm still young and haven't had enuff fun yet so I see such stuffs as a torture and no-life.

I went out on the eve of Vesak Day and somehow I was so eager to c Joey. Lolz..She treated me to Swensen, wow had being a long time since I ate western food. She insisted on eating ice-cream with me even when she's nursing a bad cough. T_T In the end I feel so guitly that I acc her to buy some herbal medicine. Seriously the day ended so short la and soon we had to go home. But we still enjoyed a great crapping session in her hubby's Mazda. Real cool car lo with great horsepower and speed. RaWks to e max!

Two of the Three Flowers left the company recently. I expected some drama mama and drama papa on that day but the day juz ended normally. Lotsa presents and tidbits are still lying ard the lab. Haha. That day after work, I bidded farewell to the head officer and asst officer of Three Flowers. My heart was warmed when the asst officer said a simple yet sweet "Take Care" to me. I nodded and said yes like an innocent sch kid before making my exit.

Over the weekends, chatted wif classmates at Vivo. Actually suppose to watch Song of the Sea at Sentosa but fully booked liaoz so had no choice. Had a great bonding session and ate Pasta Mania for dinner with all of them. waHaha