An interesting week with conflicts at training centre and home, laughter on Friday and some self-reflection. I shall not post any personal attack or personal grudges cuz perhaps I am a some sort of peace lover and it's already the last sem..so let bygone be bygone. The conflict started cuz of my selfishness which I admit and both parties' ignorance. It's of no use to use this blog as a source of criticism as it only proves that I have not let this matter be a history and it will only let the opposite party thinks otherwise..which boils down to a foolish child game if another conflict and misunderstanding strike cuz of my comments. Time is like a ticking time bomb to me in this whole sem, no time to waste no time to lose. If there's one thing I yearn for and that's to complete this sem and move on to the next phase of my life.

I looked at my Brother with the Microscope of criticism,

And I siad , "How corase my Brother is."

I looked at him through the Telescope of Scorn

And I said, "How small my Brother is."

Then I looked in the Mirror of Truth

And I said, "How like me my Brother is."

We live and work and dream,

Each has his little scheme,

Sometimes we laugh

Sometimes we cry

And thus the days go by

In time of crisis, friends and religion play a fair part as the pillar of support. Different friends may have different opinions, some may say you are the one at fault or perhaps not the one at fault. But it's religion which will not tell you a single answer but ask for true-refelction and meditate your broken soul.

Mood was better after watching Ratatouille with friends on a late night. Though was home late but movies always give me a sudden boost and fruity burst in life.

Time to do mugging since tests are near. Realised I m a rather slow learner and a daydreamer. A fact I don't deny. mUahaha~

3 weeks of short break and it ended so soon. 6 weeks of CPTC at Jurong Island juz started this week. First time entering the island and transportation is rather daunting. Have to take a shuttle bus from Lakeside and enter the Island Checkpoint again for security reasons. Being rather absent-minded, I was paranoid about the fate of my pass to the Island.

First three days of the training, had to attend full 8 hours of lecture from morning to evening. After wednesday, lessons start on afternoon but food is a problem. During attachment, had proper meals provided, although the canteen food wasn't that good but at least stomach was filled with enough food to last my day there. Here, nobody bothered to eat the canteen food as it tasted rather bad, but to think about it, it's much better than cold food from packed dinner. Packing dinner from home is tedious and trouble-some cuz you have to think what to eat and the rice is cold when you eat it like after 4 hours.

6 weeks of tight theory and practical schedule could be a terror as my brain is not that powerful and I believe I am quite a slow learner compared to my peers. Had to absorb all information that's thrashed on me so..gotta tell my brain to work faster and smarter.