Why make things complicated when they could be simplified, why make life a complicated puzzle when life could be made simpler? That was what an old monk told my dad after he visited him in a temple. Living our lives in lies, deceit, betrayal, fear etc, it's normal to crack our brains to solve life's complex puzzle and we use such theory to even solve everyday's problem. As for me, there's always a simpler way to do things but in the end I beat about the bush and complicate things to get the same results.

Things are getting routine as usual but am having stable income as for the time being. Sometimes sit on my desk for hours without things to do and being restless, it turns out to be a yawn. But other times are super busy. Wanted to help out with the expense report but is kind of confidential and complicated to access so for now I just do the preparation of report draft. Hate lunch time cuz sometimes no friends to lunch out together so in the end do take-away. Then my auntie collegue tried to console me by saying having lunch in the office is rather good as it provides a nice ambience with free air-con service.

Perhaps I am used to having a large company in school so getting things done myself proves kinda lonely. But life ain't perfect so it's just a give and take. And being independent to take charge of one's life is part of growing up. Can't be depending on my friends all the time to have things done in future too. Working as temp and perm is also different and of cuz your position in office is also not the same too.

Had dinner with classmates at Marina Square's Pasta de Waraku. Get to eat katsu pasta and my maccha ice-cream. Have a craving for desserts lately especially nice and delicate ones. Nice desserts tend to uplift spirits and make myself happier and energetic. Although is rather sinful and fattening. Settled at mac to chill out and tcss before heading home.

Awaiting the special month of july. Saving up for the month of may, where friends' bday are like continuous and a dinner splurge for mothers' and fathers' day too. Still waiting for that someone to appear to make my life more interesting and if you know what that means.