Read in the papers on the sudden deaths of two soldiers some time ago, one was a REC while the other was a pilot trainee. Blame it on the hot humid weather, heatstroke or simply cardiac arrest? Are soldiers less rugged and the younger generation too pampered? Cardiac arrest or anything which are relevant to heart..it does ring a bell to me. Now that friends and people around me are being enlisted to NS, I am getting more worried than before. Bless all of them and may it be a smooth ride for them all! Drink more water too.

I did some silly things few days ago and just to realize that my attempts are just futile. Perhaps sometimes the heart doesn't coordinate well with my mind. It beats furiously at moment and aches a little at other moments unknowingly to me. Females like me got to grow up and realise the importance of other stuffs rather than such silly games. The best cure I realized is to rub more salt over your old wounds and by doing so, you will wake up and face reality. And it works for me. Sadist or crazy..well, up to you to decide.

Gosh, I extented my working terms until mid July. Partly cuz I could earn extra income and the other reason being that I wanted to help the admin lady since there's insufficient manpower currently. She sang a very bitter chinese song begging me not to leave end of this month and I agreed. I must be crazy or some sort but ya, like that lo. When colleagues did some sweet things, my fear or anger always seem to vanish.

YJ did mention that I am getting more and more auntie after working with the OL. But being prudent and shrewd are virtue aren't it?

Met with yingjie and JP for dinner on tuesday. Was kinda weird at first but had a great time I guess. Manage to do some catch up with my dearie yingjie after such a long long time.