School is officially starting next week. I feel a sense of dreadfulness and unexplainable excitement which I have never experienced before. I do not know how I manage to survive working in different office environment both at pandan gardens and raffles. But this time round, I know I have to survive four years and it's the adapting to new environment part which is tough. I have been too complacent and immature in my thoughts and feelings that I didn't see the need to anticipate such issues and challenges. Nothing is easy for the start and if others can do it without so much qualms as me then the more I should tap on my inner energy and strengths.

Just like some of them said..step out of our comfort zone. Over the past few months I have been so busy preparing for schools stuffs and meeting up with long lost pals that I do not have enough time for myself. I feel that I didn't have enough rest yet and all of a sudden time past extremely fast and here I am. Time seriously slips like fine sand and flies without noticing.

And my birthday just past. Thanks all my friends for remembering it and poly mates who organised the event. Received lotsa presents and I felt like a small kid receiving gifts from santa claus. Such warmth and exhiliration. I was late for the event..not giving excuses but just that the school stuff ended later than I expected. I will work hard and make full use of the school fees that my parents paid. It's no small sum too. Of cuz I will get you your gucci bag which you wanted..after four years and when I get my first official pay.