Many things happened..ok, not many in the sense of MANY but maybe some of MANY. Things that concern myself and of people around me. Sometimes life is so full of unexpected surprises and why do people only cherish nice moments when they are in the brink on losing them? Good times spent with friends, enjoyable and carefree life of yesteryear, happy times with closed ones. Another thing is procastination. Everyone faces that in some period of life and it occurs to me often when I am too tired of the workload or projects. I just want to rest and although I am feeling nervous and succumb to huge sense of urgency, I just keep telling myself, it's ok I will get back to it later and finish it soon.

Monday left me confused with all the thinking skills (If P then Q equals to P only if Q, if not Q, then not P, not P or Q so not Q or P). Can you tell me whether I have some common senses? Then wed mug for test and thurs was a utter disappointment. Mediocre student. I realised something is really wrong. The great amount of hard work or mugging you put doesn't equate to similar successes. You have to adopt good SMART study habits..lame ya? But something I am trying to work on.

Something is also amiss. Although I am really emo and feel the world crashing with the need of burrowing my head into the sand pit, I still don't give a damn and can still present my best smile to people. Something is really wrong with me I suppose so.

Some thing to cheer myself. I was a 'secretary' for my group project as assigned by that bunch of crappy guys. They say I should be a secretary cuz I am a female and cuz my handwriting is better than all of them. Have you ever seen how an Engineering student writes notes and arranges meetings.

Matilda Tao <=> Me?? sobz~

Also, I saw a great email by shin. Wonderful one, it's so inspiratonal although the meaning is logical. We just miss some good simple stuffs sometimes. I love these two.

"If we cannot love the person whom we see, how can we love God, whom we cannot see",

"If someone feels that they had never made a mistake in their life, then it means they had never tried a new thing in life".