I am obviously paying quite a fair bit in "ERP Charges". There are people who are obviously in conditions who are worse than mine and I even heard from friends of some people who cried bitterly in library and in some quiet spots. It is of cuz great if people in a team or group work in a team, but life is never of strawberry and cream as there are bound to be slackers or last minute people who chiong like mad at some unconsiderable extent. E.g. to work till late hours and you have to forgo lunch and dinner, to come back on a freaking early sunday morning.

But I have learnt to be more appreciative of life. I try to cover my agony and de-stress even though I feel like ranting curses at them. Such situations and habit of people will not dissipate shortly. There are people who are less fortunate than me and if I am given this wonderful opportunity to study and gain knowledge, I shouldn't whine since there are many people out there who are also in almost same situation as mine. Furthermore, I am very satisfied that despite such stuffs,there are still some good classmates around. If I panic further then I will just wear myself out. I do not want to wear myself out so I shouldn't panic further.

Results and outcomes do not turn out fine for me..perhaps I even the bottom few. Obviously it is kinda depressing. But hey..given the fact that I still have unreleased potential then I should work even harder and SMARTER. There are people who laugh at you and think they will outdo you but never under-estimate yourself.