Jade Goody passed away while in her sleep early this week. Although she was a nasty person in Big Brother, but I was touched by the things she did before her death. Omitting the constant media's attention and scrutiny, I felt for her..not of sympathy but of emphathy. She was still young you see and she was the only celebrity other than Princess Diana whom I tried to dig out of her past. Perhaps it is because of the year 1981..a special year which I remember. May she be happy in heaven and freed from the sufferings of mankind.

Late this week, I made a confession and blurted out the truth after I saw one my group member crying for the first time. Death - a topic which is of taboo to speak lightheartedly of and related to fear. I walked countless streets and pondered on their perspectives of me. Sometime in certain situation, you feel a sense of unexplained emptiness of losing something. More often it affects female more than male.

I am at the verge of insanity lol. My friends commented that I am so drama and hyper in discussions. I just could not sit still. For a record breaking, I was in the library till 1130pm. How nice~