Had a nice dinner treat at Sushi Tei yesterday with YJ, HJ, QY, KW, YC, JP & Jas. Is a long time since all of us gathered together to have a meal and chat, but yes the fun is still there. Shop around and the gals had Mac ice cream after that. I could not eat..how sad it is. Then most of them head home/work while the remaining few of us headed to St James for partying time. Waited at the entrance for almost an hour before the bouncer let us in.

R&B to the max and could not get high enough for the correct beat as equivalent to trance. Music at Boiler room was good with the live band gigs, but music from Lady Gaga did not appear until quite late at the dance floor at power house. Bf and his crazy gang of people were quite high that night and the dance floor was super packed..and I smelled BO!! I am a hygeine freak and and that explains my abhor for BO.

Well, some reflection and thoughts that erupt on my mind. I was browsing through the book I bought for HJ and I read this phase "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the course, I have kept the faith". I am not a Christian but this phase has appeared many times in obituaries. The meaning as described in the book truly inspires me. Another thing is..I am happy as long as you are happy and I know that you indeed are. To salvage the flaws of the past is just a deceit and a craving that is unnecessary of. Period.

I still need more sleep..RAWRS! Two more weeks of mugging and I am free. Suddenly, I do not know how to mug and use my time efficiently. I am so used to the fast pace at school that given this break, I do not know how to handle it well.

The last lesson on Thursday left a huge impact on me. The speech by prof and head TA left me speechless and to ponder deeply on what I should do for the rest of my years there. The choices and decision you made and the goals in life. Obviously people are so familiar with the term "goal", but what does it truly mean? It makes me reflect on how underachieving I am and if others could do it too, why not me? In fact, I have given myself too much excuses and reasons to not be a perfectionist and to slack for a bad cause.

After mugging, will be my road trip to M'sia with team mates. Work hard then play hard.

Jade Goody passed away while in her sleep early this week. Although she was a nasty person in Big Brother, but I was touched by the things she did before her death. Omitting the constant media's attention and scrutiny, I felt for her..not of sympathy but of emphathy. She was still young you see and she was the only celebrity other than Princess Diana whom I tried to dig out of her past. Perhaps it is because of the year 1981..a special year which I remember. May she be happy in heaven and freed from the sufferings of mankind.

Late this week, I made a confession and blurted out the truth after I saw one my group member crying for the first time. Death - a topic which is of taboo to speak lightheartedly of and related to fear. I walked countless streets and pondered on their perspectives of me. Sometime in certain situation, you feel a sense of unexplained emptiness of losing something. More often it affects female more than male.

I am at the verge of insanity lol. My friends commented that I am so drama and hyper in discussions. I just could not sit still. For a record breaking, I was in the library till 1130pm. How nice~

Insanity at its best. A kind of deja vu too.

A dream to own Noah Art or to have an animal ranch.

To be a superwoman.

Anyway, there's an Animal Day event on saturday, 21 March at my school campus green. Bring your adorable pets along and stand to win many MANY freebies. Come support this event. Any questions just feel free to let me know.