Light turns to darkness
Darkness turns to silence
Silence forces unspeakable truth

Clinging on to the fragile and faint hope of life
But yet it shrivels

In fornloness, lonliness and regrets
There's a undying voice within an innocent soul
Pleading to be freed of all torments

Time waits for nobody
Plead not for time to unwind
Plead not for guardian angels

After each rain
The sun appears
In adversity
See not a cup as half emptied
But as half fulled


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Being dreaming of her lately, although the dreams are getting fainter but I still wake up in cold sweat. Is it an answer telling me to move on with life but not to forget about her? I obviously have no definite answer cuz it's juz too abstract. Mayb is juz me tinking too much cuz like wat Wen Fang told me before.. I am a person who tinks too much all e time n I shld learn to relax. Haha..Life is a vexing puzzle.

Wednesday started quite ok until the Senior TO pull a long face. Dun wish to explain this lame incident but it obviously tells me more about ppl in working life. Apologised to her and she lectured me awhile before I continued wif my work. I m feeling stressed wif her ard and my heart skips a beat whenever I do sth wrng. Gotta get used to life there and start complaining less. Cuz someone says I m a complain queen..muaHaha. Luckily some students there are quite supportive.

New bird still getting used to e new env

Went out wif godsis this wk and was treated to lunch cum dinner at Sakae Sushi. Gosh..i ate alot. My stomach was full of salmon, rice and green tea. Had a unique shopping experience wif her. Indeed, cash is power and being more affluent means that the places you shop are different. She taught me some real lessons in life and cleared my doubts abt MLM.