Finally, PED the great final year project is over. Months of toiling, sweat and determination had at least bear some fruits. And after a long hiatus, I am back and trying to clear the cobwebs that have gathered on my blog. Guess everyone in my group (esp SQ) had a fair share of complaints and grudges during the informal presentation. Rushing to meet datelines, gathering for 12-24hrs to discuss, tsar-bombs session, emo-ness, conflicts, brain storming, sleepless PED nightmares soon became part of my life. From the surface, all seemed kinda scary but they added spices to my or else mundane life. Being busy and yearning for more than 24 hrs a day were good signs to me, cuz at least it numbed me from thinking of sad memories and gave me a brand new purpose in life.

No longer do I past each day like nothing had ever happened but yesh..is just me and my crazy madness to complete PED which propelled me to my ultimate goals. A friend once asked me whether I had goals in life. This seemed kinda cliche question but as I pondered and as she told me about her experience, I thought for a moment and hey, it's important and something which motivates us. And of cuz setting realistic and step by step goals were more effective.

For the past months, group mates' mood were foul especially having only 3 or 4 hours sleep each night. People barked and ranted in madness during discussion. And each time I got home, I felt even more helpless and despondent. But seriously, I have to thank my parents for their relentless support and patience. Because of them, I managed to get some good rest each night and have proper meals each time I came home with extreme hunger pangs. And of cuz YX for helping with the flash. Lolz~

Just watched another Japanese Movie called Okan To Boku To, Tokidoki, Oton (Tokyo Tower). A warm hearted and soul-searching movie that depicted a true story of a mother and son..and sometimes his father. Just loved this part of the movie which wrote something like " You held my hands when I was a young boy. And now it's time for me to hold your hands on your final days." Although it was a slow moving film but the chracter of the mother was so strong that I soon emphatized and was captivated by her character. Just love Japanese eiga and dorama to bits.

And my hamster is damn cute la..

Yesh..I can sleep sitting straight and still..I won't fall

Yawnz..pardon me. I am too shagged. Let me lean against the wall la.