Stuffs are good so far. Met up with my old friends, had dinner with loved ones and enjoyed a couple of good dramas and movies. Good stuffs end faster than expected and soon it is back to the battlefield. Sometimes I really wish I am not living in this place that I was born somewhere else. Somewhere where it's a better place, where life is an enjoyment and I can be amazed and bewildered by the splendour of nature, to globetrot and backpack to many amazing exotic places. But it is just a dream, a beautiful facade that is impossible in today's society.
There's one incident this week that pissed me, it made me such a fool to even pacify that person. Let's name that person as A. I called A politely to ask her when she wanted to buy the school books but it turned out I was free on neither days. It ended quite disgusting and horrifying. A threw wrong excuses at me, that I am never free to do stuffs and even attend the gatherings. A said that the sound and presence of me irritated her and she hung up the phone.
It made me sad and loserish that I always have no good fate to meet better and closer friends. A always has mood swing, sometimes she treats people good while other times weirdly hostile. The memories of secondary school and poly days brought back memories that when I reminisce will bringsback a smile on my face. But life in here just is bittersweet. People have so many faces that you do not dare to be nicer or even to trust them. When people tell you they will be late for 30 mins it would better be 2 hours. Well, let me not feel depressed or hurt by these people. In addition, my test results are not up to my expectation but perhaps a reminder that I should work harder. No matter what, I will still remember all the sweet memories even how minute they are. May god gives me the strength to smile through adversities and even if I have to die one day, at least I know I have live my life with smiles and not sorrows.
Another incident is on marriage. Broken marriage that strikes one of my friends. I just detest males who use a career-minded wife as an excuse to be bewitched by another woman. I believe that men who leave their good faithful wives would realise that sinful mistake one fine day. Sorry that I am a feminist but I am happy that in times of today's society, females are now in better position to fight for their rights as compare to the feudalistic times.
Learning driving is taking up most of my time now. My parking skills sucks big time but I will improve on it haha~ Anyway, auto car lesson is much better than manual and driving auto is much smoother.
There's one incident this week that pissed me, it made me such a fool to even pacify that person. Let's name that person as A. I called A politely to ask her when she wanted to buy the school books but it turned out I was free on neither days. It ended quite disgusting and horrifying. A threw wrong excuses at me, that I am never free to do stuffs and even attend the gatherings. A said that the sound and presence of me irritated her and she hung up the phone.
It made me sad and loserish that I always have no good fate to meet better and closer friends. A always has mood swing, sometimes she treats people good while other times weirdly hostile. The memories of secondary school and poly days brought back memories that when I reminisce will bringsback a smile on my face. But life in here just is bittersweet. People have so many faces that you do not dare to be nicer or even to trust them. When people tell you they will be late for 30 mins it would better be 2 hours. Well, let me not feel depressed or hurt by these people. In addition, my test results are not up to my expectation but perhaps a reminder that I should work harder. No matter what, I will still remember all the sweet memories even how minute they are. May god gives me the strength to smile through adversities and even if I have to die one day, at least I know I have live my life with smiles and not sorrows.
Another incident is on marriage. Broken marriage that strikes one of my friends. I just detest males who use a career-minded wife as an excuse to be bewitched by another woman. I believe that men who leave their good faithful wives would realise that sinful mistake one fine day. Sorry that I am a feminist but I am happy that in times of today's society, females are now in better position to fight for their rights as compare to the feudalistic times.
Learning driving is taking up most of my time now. My parking skills sucks big time but I will improve on it haha~ Anyway, auto car lesson is much better than manual and driving auto is much smoother.
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