It's only the first week and I am overwhelmed by the huge workload now and to come. Looking at my schedule, I don't think I am able to celebrate CNY since all my tests and assignments are due that week. But after CNY, my life seems better and I can take a whiff of fresh air.

You know, I gradually kind of detest urban life, especially in the city. I can't help but to think that I am living a human life just for the sake of it. When I was younger, I used to aspire being a zoologist or botanist. Even till now, this dream of mine hasn't being forgotten..it's just hidden somewhere and something which my parents don't like me to do.

My neighbour who is same age as me is living in Bali after her wedding next month. Previously, I ridiculed this idea of living in such an ulu place..especially since we are still young and have so much more to achieve in life. But now, it isn't an insane idea and one of sanity because at least you find balance and harmony there.

There are things that I yearned for and questions which are left unanswered even till now. Of habits and characteristic of others which I revolt. Deeply, I know these can't be changed. Sometimes, when you don't have a mentor beside you, you just have to accept differences of others and to learn to do things for yourself rather than to please or impress others.

Anyway, I watched Avatar with Ying Jie and Hanjuan and it was awesome and delightful! I think it's a perfect display of the incongruence between urban people and villagers. HJ was so sweet to give each of us a handmade gift. Muacks~