In about 30 hours time, I would be packing my bag and heading to the teambuilding camp at ECP. ECP..a place of sad and happy memories but of cuz mostly an enjoyable place to relax. Just hope it don't rain and is a sunny weather through out as I am freaking scare of cold temperature. I am dreading and excited, I some sort know what can of bonding games they would be playing. So juz soaked in the fun if possible.

Ended my temp job on second week of July. Indo hottie shook my hands and gave me a side hug. G stood in front of my desk and told me about uni life..and his lips are so pinky red as contrast to his tanned skin. P congrats me tat I'm leaving the company (kinda tough there ya?) and gave me a sweet OL smile. Finally, I manage to pronounce the guy from capital marketing propery..wee teck.

Manager's busy work station..where I sat on my last day

Some files I work on..mainly to chase ppl to make payments for outstanding invoice balance

Trainings and briefing from uni. Library training..one funny day. Woke up late then rush to the LKS Library. Randomly printed out the time slot without looking at the correct date and time. It was on tuesday and I came on monday..wth la. However, I was saved by a saint librarian who offered a place for me for the afternoon session. Met a gal from NYP who looks rather like Hanjuan. Socialise with her cuz I got a gut feeling that she's from biz and Bingo. The library facilities are realli like NP except we have excess to plenty more complicated stuffs like Bloomberg, journals and huge databases. And here begins my life of reading papers and journals, very General Paper kind of style.

Course briefing another chui one. The whole career services team super enthu - more enthu than all of the students. Internship, community services, career etc bombarded my brain that day. Splitted into separate teams to finish a quiz. My group very vibrant, had many smart guys and gals and of cuz some pretty ones. Couldn't quite clicked with some of them but managed to know few from TP, NP and VJC. Finally, attended the SlamDunk online portal guide. My ears had some problem that day and I misintepreted the name of the gal from VJC as Cat Lee when it was supoosed to be Kenli. And I even went on to ask her, "Oh, so ur name is Cat?" Then each of us was assigned a facilitator. The male facilitator was kinda interested in Cat and of which I didn't know until the very end. He kept asking her questions and I kept interuppted them as I thght it was some kind of group talk. I was like O.O and -_-'' when I realised that I was interuppting them so I talked with my Indian facilitator more instead. The person encouraged us to talk and told us that the school is about talk-talk-talk in order to survive in seminar-like classes.

After a day of seeing so many smart and pretty gals in my course, I soon started developing some inferior complexity. I gotta survive~

Business Class Boarding Pass?? as claimed by the Career Service Dept.

~Citizens of the School

My new bf ..he is cute can.

Haha, like real as if I had one. Anyway, Miyavi is going on his music tour for his This Iz the Japanese Kabuki Rock Tour. Love the way he dolls up as a female, so versatile. Reminds me of Boy George but of cuz I perfer the Asian version more. Kabuki is a flamboyant traditional sing and dance performance in Japan and that explains the exaggerated costumes and make-up Miyavi is wearing.

Flunked the QET, which means I must enrol for Academic Writing..which means my English sux and which means eating into my normal study hours and finally it's also means a good time to polish my English. How nice.

Went for Day 1 community service at Sch of Accountancy today and seriously everyone (including me) is just kiasu about completing the complusory 80 hrs community work asap before mugging deprives us to do so. Met 3 gals from social sciences and got this bonding-feel. It's a crazy day as we walked around campus bare-footed and with our hands soaked with paint. When can I ever form bonds with gals from the same faculty as me, I am very lonely and lost ya.

Just a light note to add, my seniors from biz are extremely gorgeous or at least fashionable. Panting and wheezing~

Yesterday was history, the future is a mystery and the present is a gift.

I miss you and I am EMO can. Please come to my dreams, Ka Jie. I miss your cigaratte, your alcohol, your Escada perfume, your smell and even your fart. Is been almost 20 months. Perhaps you are already gone.

I didn't know things would turn out this way last sunday. I didn't have a chance to tell you how I really felt when it was all actually of mixed feelings. You confronted this topic boldly when I could only agree with you. It was all the same thing and I really wished we could still be friends..but you said you had better friends whom you felt more comfortable with. The only difference was that nothing actually had started. Perhaps I am not a good person to deal with such matters. Till fate gives me more surprises, I shall work on the present to prepare for the future for now.

Received some calls on the middle of this week. Firstly, was from bro. He sounded kinda distant maybe cuz he had a new gf? But still, he was entertaining over the phone and I played the middleman to close the deal for a Sharp TV at a lower price for my dad. Then came the call from godsis. She was blowing her hair with the hairdryer and I thought she was having some spa treatement at a salon la. And as usual, she just enjoyed teasing on my size. She's thinner than me and so she claims that I am a fatty. Got to lose weight! She asked me what I wanted for my birthday and how I wished I could tell her that I want that gucci bag.

Met up with Jasper and pals on thursday. Had dinner at Yuki Yaki and it was hilarious to see how everyone of us cook meat and veggie. The biggest chef and eligible housewife that we all agreed on was..Pika. Jasper was feeling high and had the urge to go Zouk. But in the end, we chose a nearer place..DXO. It was ladies night with no ladies. Business there seemed bad. Wanted to go to the Nest but ended at X2. We had rum, vodka and whiskey since it was free-flow. Pika and I were quite hooked on whiskey while Jas had dry whiskey.

Then this gal approached Jas and placed her head on his shoulder. She was kinda drunk or tired? But anyway, see the large grin on Jas's face and you can guess he's luving it. Who is this mysterious lady? I wouldn't know..until next week.

My baby hamster injured his left hind foot. He was agitated but after I sayang him, he seemed pacified.

Feeling tipsy this morning. Reached office with many stuffs to settle and work on. A huge migraine indeed. But I love the fast-paced life, the feeling of being in a rush and having a satisfying purpose which I am eager to execute.

I do miss him and her. I hope to see you last night and I thought I saw you but it was a beautiful lie..an illusion that my mind was playing on me.