And so I officially miss school. I asked most of my friends on whether they felt the same as I do, but they gave me the matter-of-fact answer that they will not. I believe in my four years of education in a city campus with all the vibrant city life, going to school is sometimes not that boring. Entering this school was also one of my most difficult decision given that it was an unconventional route for me. There were many ups and downs and struggles, but I did not want to gave up. Friends here basically fall into two categories: Superficial and genuine. Of course, I only remember the best memories I had here. Inspirational classmates/friends and professors whom I have met and taught me some of the more important lessons in life.

Now it is time to embark on the next phase of life. Looking back, I realized how much everyone around me has grown up and changed. I do not think learning shall cease upon this journey. Instead of learning in the context of a classroom setting, every day brings the most opportunities of self-discovery and eventually shaping who I am.

Recently, I had to make some decisions. Those kinds that are tough nuts to crack. I told myself that I wanted a utilitarian approach. Some are settled but there is still one which bothers me much. Then I chanced upon a book while walking aimlessly in a shopping mall. A book titled "Search Inside Yourself" by a fellow Singaporean who works in Google. He calls himself the jolly good fellow and offers insights into Google program of increasing productivity, creativity and happiness. I am still in the course of reading this wonderful book and what I enjoy most is his simple approach to meditation and mindfulness. The power of it is boundless and I believe it will help set the direction of riding against negative emotions.