It is time to start the engine and groove to the pace in school. Sometimes I doubt my competency level and get really tired and sick of everything. I wonder why I can't live my life happily or is it because my lacklustre life is missing that something exciting? Haha but in anyway, these are just some random thoughts. With more friends by my side, I think I would still be all warm and comfortable.

I was comforted when I received your call. Such exhilaration that could not be explained simply in words. Perhaps I really need an ego booster now at my deflated moment. LOL!!

And..oh no, at this state I think I am going to be a himono onna aka dried fish woman like Amemiya in Hotaru no Hikari. Will not be updating much until the inner storm has abated.

Well, in the blink of an eye and school has started. I did enjoy my summer holiday and those fun things I did. The times I spent with my friends and loved ones. Being more observant of my surrounding which I was oblivious previously. Seeking inner answers of myself and the life that I want to construct. Learned new skills, did my CSP, read up books, watch movies and drama and spend time soaking/basking in the beauty of nature.

I love abstract art, films and objects because each time when you view them there seems to be a different answer. Especially when contemporary materials is infused with vintage works. Black has always been one of my favourite colours. However, things happened recently and black is portrayed in another perspective and shade of light.

Things happened for a reason and consequences follow causes. Happiness can be achieved if I strive hard for it without losing my bearings on the way..no conclusion or answer. The post shall end here.

Was clearing my inbox when I came across this email from one of my prof during last semester. It was a long email message but of great words of wisdom to ponder on continuously in my life to come.

Adversus solem ne loquitor - Don't speak against the sun / Don't waste your time arguing the obvious.

There is a short passage from The Desiderata of Happiness by Max Ehrmann. I believe that regardless of religion, the faith of life is still shared among us.

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Time does fly fast when life gets enjoyable and stress-free. School is starting soon and there are some kind of unexplained mixed feelings. Like what kind of weapons and armors should I prepare? Stainless steel, bullet proof and health potion sound good. Lately, I have been thinking a lot and being superstitious cuz I do not want history to repeat itself. And this history was my period of "Great Depression". But I am glad to say that I have overcome a regret. I no longer live in that world and I think the future does not welcome this tinge of sweet playback at all.

Some photos to share of a balloon sculpting and fund raising project which I volunteered few months back. Overall, it is a good learning experience and an enjoyable one.

The "Jo-is-gonna-puke" peacock during training sessions at Changi

The masterpiece after an overnight stay over at the freaking warm shopping mall

The display during finale event after much tremor

The tree that kids pull when they descend the escalator

The friendly snake with a gentle hiss

The monkey that I wish to bring home. Yummy banana~

Gigantic giraffe and chivalrous horse

Closeup of the white horse

Many aunties Lucy steal them even when we place the "Do Not Touch" sign..LOL

Finally, gifts from all my dearest friends for my early birthday celebration. Thanks!