A new post for a new year.

It had been an eventful 2014, in terms of relationship, health and career.

Relationship - I was out of love and single until the end of the year, whereby I finally met someone whom I am confident and proud to be with. Nobody could heal a broken heart except myself and I am glad that I have few good friends of mine who had encouraged me to explore the possibility of a new relationship. Past the mark of  mid 20s, I no longer believe in a fairy tale, romantic or everlasting relationship. Unexpected things may happen along the way, so I count on every day as  a blessing  and treasure every moment with him. Arguments and differences may occur, but we are practising to sort things out harmoniously.

Health - My health hit a rock bottom due to stress and infrequent meals. I was hospitalized for a few days and almost had to undergo a surgery. It was a scary episode!  And it is still handy to have my granola or snack bar albeit skipping meals.

Career - It was a year of reflecting on how I should progress in my career advancement. There was a major management change followed by high turnover at the company. While work load has become more, the gloomy office environment, unsupportive manager with fluctuating mood swings and repetitive work were the reason that spur me to leave. However, it was not easy to leave because I wanted to change industry and was unsuccessful in many job interviews. Till now, I am persevering and improving on my job application skills.

My mood was not at its best and I had experienced occasions of emotional breakdowns. Doubting myself and wallowing in self-pity. However, I am glad that I have the most supportive parents and found a new meaning in Buddhism that taught me to embrace faith and mindfulness.

May 2015 bring more new breakthroughs and excitement in my life!